265) This year. This whole past year, I couldn't get over you. You screwed me over every single fucking month and I put up with your shit. You know why? Because I was absolutely in love with you. And then you betrayed me for the last time, along with the girl I used to call my best friend. And that's when I just couldn't handle it anymore. You apologized a week before Christmas. Wow. You've never apologized to anyone before. This was huge. But I'm different now. I'm not going to drool all over you. I'm not going to constantly fall for you. And that's why I simply texted back, "I'm sorry but I don't want you back in my life." It's been 2 weeks and you won't let it slide, but I've got news for you. 2010 will be NOTHING like 2009. I won't let it.